Big sister

My littler brother Alex graduates in June. Just typing that is unbelievable! He's four years younger then I am, and every year that passes by I just can not accept that my little brother is another year older. I want him young forever, yet with every year that passes we get closer. So I guess it's bitter sweet when it comes to the growing up thing.

So any who, My Auntie Nancy is putting together a video monolog of his life.

(She's crazy amazing at this, and somehow they ALWAYS end up being tear jerkers)

She asked me to email her some pictures of him, so I went ahead down memory lane

(aka my hard-drive) and rounded up all the pictures of my brother, the good ones at least.

I am a SAP. But aren't all woman? Give me a break.

I got teary eyed. Not because I don't want him to grow up (I really don't)

but because of how much I love him! I see him everyday, and sometimes I even get pissy with him for no reason. *shame on me I know I know..*.

Looking at these pictures makes me want to tell him I love him a little more, makes me want to take a little more pictures with him, and makes me want to appreciate him every. single. day. a little more.

How much do you love your brother or sister? And do you make a practice out of it to tell them how much they mean to your life?

Scrolling through these pictures is literally how fast it felt to watch him turn into such a handsome young man

and umm..... where the heck was I when this happened!